Hello people. It's been rough for these couple of weeks. I don't know why, but everything seemed to be very annoying and that's making me mad. Or sad. I don't even know for sure. I've spent a whole night couple of days ago, to just crawling in my despair, and self-loathing. I don't know why, but I just feel so powerless, and it's been weeks. Like everything is falling apart, and there's nothing I can do about it. And there's no one I can count on to make everything a little better. Or just be there to listen to all my pain, my whine, or to wipe my tears of misery. I felt so lost, so unwanted, so useless. Wait, but there sometimes I feel that I am too useful, so everybody want to be friends with me so they can get a lot of advantages by being friends with me. I know it a little bit sounds of narcissistic, but you know what I mean, right? Like there's no sincerity, even in friendship. Pheew, life's hard, I know. Maybe it's just all in my head, but well, just be honest, I'm tired with these all kinds of bullshit. Being a teenager sucks.
But after all, this week was another week of day-off. Yep, I've got 3 weeks of day-off, and it's never been effective at school since the week of day off started. So, this week I found this book :
In my time of misery, this book kinda cheer me up. Like it was telling me that if nothing comes right, it will eventually. This book is like some kind of enlightening for me. And some of the characters are amazing too. I like Diva, she's independent and intelligent. And she's classy, even though she's a call girl. And oh, I like Gio too, he's some kind of Diva's lover, but I don't know for sure, because in the end of the book, she's in love with Re. Gio is an adventurer, he got a lot & lots of money, so he travels all around the world. He's some kind of nature & adventure freak, and once told that he's very very handsome. What kind of girl wouldn't fall in love with him, huh?<3
Oh, I've finished this book too :
my emotion while reading this book? PURE RAGE.
I HATE NUMBER FOUR. Why? Because he's some kind of player. He loves Sarah, but while running away with Number Six and Sam, he's suddenly in love with Number Six too. And for God's sake, he can't even choose one! Doesn't he know that his action was hurting either Sarah & Number Six, hell, I hope the Mogadorians kill you, Four! And when Sarah betrayed him, I was like "HAHA! FEEL THE LOVE IN THE AIR, YOU SON OF A BITCH!" ok I know I overreact, but seriously, I'm happy when Sarah betrayed him.
And then, this book makes my disappointment to the movie raise even more. I knew it, Number Six was black-haired, not blonde! oh God.......
Ooh ooh! And then there's this character, Number Nine, I don't know why, but I like him already, even though he's just only showed up for some times. Well, it's only Number Five and Number Eight who haven't showed up yet, I wish they will show up immediately, if there's a next book.
Labels: activities, books, life, me
okay. im going to be very honest here. as you see, anak2 ipa pada bikin autobiografi dan dipost di blog kelas mereka. dan jujur, sumpah, gue iri. gue mending bikin auto/biografi daripada harus bikin bisnis. emang pada dasarnya gue gasuka ekonomi sih, ya mau diapain lagi. sebenernya gue udah ada autobiografi gue bahkan sebelum anak ipa mulai dikasih tugas. tapi bedanya, punya gue belom selesai -_- jadi sekarang gue mau selesein dulu, terus nanti mau gue post di blog ini hehehe gapapa ya.
okay, see you!
Labels: activities, life, me, random
You can see the title below / Monday, September 5, 2011 at 9:33 PM
add comment? (0) well so, I got this thing from tumblr.
http://imgur.com/aVsVFI think it's kinda fun, so I posted it here
MINE :
1. Dance, Dance, Dance - Beach Boys
2. Pretty Young Thing - Michael Jackson (okay, this is insane, lol)
3. Blood On The Dance Floor - Michael Jackson
4. Whataya Want From Me - Adam Lambert
5. Bang Bang - Knaan ft. Adam Levine (.....?)
6. Your Love Is My Drug - Ke$ha
7. Marry The Night - Lady Gaga (....?)
8. In The Closet - Michael Jackson (super insane, lmao)
9. Good Life - OneRepublic (HAHAHAHAHAH moron)
10. Man Down - Rihanna
conclusion : don't make sense at all, lol but fun
Labels: activities, from tumblr, me, random, song
Songs at Bintama
Langkah Panjang
Hey...langkah panjang
Hari ini hari luar biasa
Hey...langkah panjang
Suara kami melayang di udara
Yo mari mari semua
Mari bernyanyi dengan suara yang lantang
Itulah Satria Bintama
Pasukan yang perkasa
Bintama di Dadaku
Bintama di dadaku
Bintama kebanggaanku
Kuyakin, hari ini pasti menang
<2x>
Dubidam
Dubidamdam dubidubidam
Arena berjenjeng
Mari berjenjeng, merepeketehem
Kamilah Bintama
Minggir Dong
Minggir dong, minggir dong, minggir dong
Satria Bintama mau lewat
Jangan di tengah jalan, nanti terinjak-injak
Minggir dong, minggir dong, minggir dong
Apa tandanya kota pahlawan
Lampu merah di sebrang jalan
Apa tanda kita berkawan
Roti sepotong join-joinan
Otobemo
Otobemo
Beroda tiga
Tempat berhenti
Di tengah-tengah kota
Panggil nona
Naik segera
Nona bilang
Tidak punya uang
Jalan kaki saja
Grup 1
Grup satu tak akan kulupa
Tempat kami berlatih Bintama
Siang malam selalu ditempa
'Tuk menjadi manusia yang jaya
Itulah harapan bangsa dan negara
'Tuk menjadi Bintama yang jaya
'Tuk menjadi Bintama yang jaya
Mama, Can You See?
Mama, Mama, can you see?
What they are doing to me
We are joining the army
Mama, Mama, can you see?
We are going to the east
We are going to the west
We are going to make it
We are to the best!
Forget to Me
Saya tunggu engkau
Saya tunggu engkau
Rupanya engkau forget to me
<2x>
Saya tahan sakit-sakit
Jungkir balik di Kopassus
Rupanya engkau forget to me
Rambatte rantahayu tarik tambang, HUHA!
Di sini aku jadi tambah senang, HUHA!
Andaikan aku burung, aku akan terbang
<......> lagi aku akan pulang!
{my personal favourite}
Untitled
Kita pergi menuju Serang, Banten
Ikut Bintama, bersama Daswira
Wujudkan cita-cita menjadi menyata
Raih segalanya, raihlah semua
Taklukan Bintama, jadilah bintang!
{from KDI's theme song, made by class H}
Thank you so much for all of the Pelatih! <3
Labels: activities, Bintama, life, lyrics, me, random, song
my new adress on tumblr :
http://constellation05.tumblr.com
go follow and reblog! ;)
Labels: activities, from tumblr, life, me, random
We've been started it all from zero.We've been spending one year together.We've done PDP for 5 days.Now, we are one.We are Nakshatragana.
+ Uche, Atikah, Zahra, Abi, and Faiz(and also Genta & Dimas) Labels: activities, life, me
Hello everyone!
I was wondering about my life in the next 10 years, and I was thinking about family, my own family. If someday, I had a child and it's a boy, what would I name him? And then I thought about a name,
Misha.
Why Misha? Misha is the Russian' version of Michael. I love the name of angels, and I want to name my child with the name of angels.
But then, why Misha--Michael? Why not Gabriel, Raphael, or anything else?
Because Michael is the most powerful angel--in Supernatural. You have to watch season 5 of Supernatural, you'll see the awesomeness of Michael :-D and, Michael is the name of my favourite singers, such as Michael Jackson, Michael Buble, and Michael Bolton.
After that, then why Misha? Not Michael? or Mikail, maybe?
Okay....Michael is too Christian, and Mikail....I have a cousin that has Mikail as his name. And then, I love Russian names, oh, and do you know Misha Collins? He's the actor who played angel, Castiel, on Supernatural.
I didn't think for the girl's name yet, but I will think about it later.
Labels: life, me, random
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